Even heroes die

Dear mom,

I failed

May be for the right reasons but

I failed

I thought I could move great mountains

Fly beyond the horizon

I thought the time was right

Not yet mom

Not yet

Got more to learn

But the memory will remain

Today, tomorrow and forever

I shall not regret, no I shall not

But I tried mom, I did

Though some say it is stupidity

I tried

Sorry that I hurt you mom

Sorry

An apology cannot replace tears

But it is all I have

Love,

Son.

[ 29.09.2011 @10.49pm]

Burry me in a barren land

Dear mom,

Oh I’m scared

Thousand heads passing me

Without a hello or goodbye

I am all alone in the sea

Not knowing what to do

Now I feel real life

Life as it is

Still I have not given it up

Still I have some faith with me

But I am scared mom

Love,

Son.

[29.09.2011 @6.45am]

Through the misty clouds

Dear mom,

I’m sorry

I did not listen to you

I could not believe your words

But I’m not a fool

Today I may be nothing

But I believe I know something

Now I’m leaving

Where you rubbed my hair

Where I called home

But I did not betray you

I did not lie to you

I did not let you down

Try to remember

The moment I first said Amma

And the moment I said goodbye today

Now I’m going through

The misty clouds of sky

Recalling, reminiscing

I will try

I will fight

I will rise

I might stray

I might cry

I might fail

But what matter the most is

What you’ve learned on the way

Just give me one chance

To prove you what I am

To try for the impossible

Love,

Son.

[28.09.2011 @2.32pm]