Life is beautiful

Dear Blog,
Yah, we humans, one moment fighting each other, the next running after one another, then trying to be perfect which actually does not exist and after everything's done trying to help someone till your guts run out. Good or bad when we look at it, it jus' seems like this weird sick play which we're forced to live.

But there comes this moment in life, when you feel lonely and you try to look around and find out that everything around you might not be perfect but there is some unexplainable beauty in 'em. I mean, jus' go outside to the roads n' try to look around with an open third eye. At first it sure seems like some bunch o' people struggling here and there. But is that the only thing you can see in it?
I donno man, i mean when you look deeper, everyone and each of 'em is trying their best. It's jus' beautiful man. That might quite not be the word, but it is.

How do you explain the sunrise or the set? Yah sure, even I din' notice 'em until some while back but there's something beyond the sunrise or the set that they explain scientifically. There lies some kidda beauty.

Final conclusion, jus' don' try to argue life man. I mean, I think that's not how a wise man would do it. You get the life you're given. Jus' try to see the beauty in it. Use your third eye and I'm pretty sure you'll find something that you din' do before.
Peace out.
-Irosha de Silva

Dear Future Me

Dear Future Me,
Waddup man? Just talking to you, unless you're dead or something. Gotta say, the things going on right now are pretty awesome. Hope you're doing awesome out there as well. Have got some stuff which I ain't quite sure at the moment. Hope you've gotten though 'em fine.
How's future mom, future dad, future sis and all?
Hope you're being the man of the family now. Those people mean a lot man.
Hope you've gotten to some fixed path other than all these everchanging-neverending changed that I'm going through right now.
and how'd it go with that chick you've always been talking bout? you got up to anything with her?
Hope you haven't gotten screwed any of my travel the world and live free and help people and all those plans over there. Yah, you'd better not. But yeh man, I forgive you if you have, hope it's for the best.
Do you still wonder why we all are here? or have you found out why?
Haven't gotten to smoking or drugs or any shit right? Yeh man, they're sick. That dude from Heroin diaries, eventhough he goes to rehab he gets his life on the rope in the end. And that dude from the school, poor bugger, he thinks he's living wise but ain' gotta clue where he's going on with his life.

So anyways gotta go man. Hope you've got a six pack now. Ye that's the stuff. Keep on rocking bro. Will get to you soon.
Later n'
peace out.
Less awesomer than you,
Me.

Blue

Feel so hungry
nothing to eat
Feeling the thirst
nothing to drink
Had a rough day
no one to talk about

Looking at the horizon
What are we doing here?
How did we get here?
May be the answers are in ocean's whispers

Sun is down
Am i in misery?
Looking for chances
Thinking how to fly with the wind

What if I blackout?
What if the tide runs me over?
Atleast i tried......

You think you're doing fine, but you're just plugged into the wall....

Dear blog,
There comes such moments in life which everything seems to be perfect and where you find that you're just "Livin' it".But then again a moment after that you find that it ain' quite what you've been expecting for.
The thing is,that there ain' quite a thing called you doing fine. I mean, it's just passing the moment man. Sometimes, somehow you gotta think that you're doing fine. Life might not quite be what you've been expecting all the way but you just gotta keep thinking that there's always gonna be a tomorrow no matter what.
It's just bout looking into everything in a third eye. Not too overwhelmed nor too down on everything.

What I'm actually try to say is that there's nothing called a perfect moment or a completely blue moment filled with sorrow. It's just another moment man. just another moment....
Peace out
-Irosha de Silva

Words

Do they mean a lot?
Do they hurt you lot?
Where did we go wrong?
We are only humans
Is there anything more?
Why?

And if the world should fall apart hold on to what you know

Dear blog,
This is life. No one asked for it but everyone's got it. It's just weird how sometimes life turns out to be. Sometimes you feel that "You're living it" and the next moment you just spend the 20,000 bucks you saved for an air ticket and steal double that amount from your dad's account and just runaway to nowhere hoping never to come back.
But that's not just how life works. It never tells you what's gonna happen next. Guess that's the mystery of it but sometimes you just feel like had enough of it. These kinda moments come once in a way but when rough times role, they come one after the other. And then you ask yourself back whether this is the life that you wanna be living in. And when the questions don't come right away the life seems to be pretty miserable.
Sometimes when storms come in life and you don't know when the storm's gonna end. Sometimes the only way to hold it on together is by just letting it be, coz sometimes no matter how hard you try, it doesn't get any better. Sometimes the harder you try the worse it gets. Then you feel like the whole world's fallen apart. That's when you just gotta let things be. Guess sometimes it's wise to just let things be.

Young Soul

Even heroes die

Dear mom,

I failed

May be for the right reasons but

I failed

I thought I could move great mountains

Fly beyond the horizon

I thought the time was right

Not yet mom

Not yet

Got more to learn

But the memory will remain

Today, tomorrow and forever

I shall not regret, no I shall not

But I tried mom, I did

Though some say it is stupidity

I tried

Sorry that I hurt you mom

Sorry

An apology cannot replace tears

But it is all I have

Love,

Son.

[ 29.09.2011 @10.49pm]

Burry me in a barren land

Dear mom,

Oh I’m scared

Thousand heads passing me

Without a hello or goodbye

I am all alone in the sea

Not knowing what to do

Now I feel real life

Life as it is

Still I have not given it up

Still I have some faith with me

But I am scared mom

Love,

Son.

[29.09.2011 @6.45am]

Through the misty clouds

Dear mom,

I’m sorry

I did not listen to you

I could not believe your words

But I’m not a fool

Today I may be nothing

But I believe I know something

Now I’m leaving

Where you rubbed my hair

Where I called home

But I did not betray you

I did not lie to you

I did not let you down

Try to remember

The moment I first said Amma

And the moment I said goodbye today

Now I’m going through

The misty clouds of sky

Recalling, reminiscing

I will try

I will fight

I will rise

I might stray

I might cry

I might fail

But what matter the most is

What you’ve learned on the way

Just give me one chance

To prove you what I am

To try for the impossible

Love,

Son.

[28.09.2011 @2.32pm]