Moments

Drifting through the green shadows
I felt perfection
Wanted to hold on
But flew away it did

Moments come
They fade away
Memories last blurred in mind
Uncertain, untracable

Was yesterday all a lie

What will tomorrow be
Questions ransacking
Uncovered, unanswered

May be it was all a lie
May be there is no tomorow
But this moment is truth

It ain' no piece of lie

Clock is ticking
Graying my hair day by day
Still I try to live this moment
cos the next.....

Living under the sky

Is there more to what we see?
May be we are moving in circles
Trying to find the end or start
Still failing day by day
Trying to define perfection itself
We are failing day by day

Up above is the sky
Endless sky 'till stars all fall
We all live under the same sky
Why reach for an endless lie
Why conquer all you reach
cos
We all will live and all will die

Humanity is what I care
Share all you bear to show you care
Tomorrow may not ever come
For then thou shall regret none
Life is not to live to the top
For in a moment you may drop

 
 -Irosha de Silva

Wings to fly

He did not own a car
But all day drove his feet
He did not have a degree
But the wisest I've ever seen

He says
We do not need to cry
When moments pass away
I may only be a man
But I know how to smile
Not when one is falling
But to bring him high
Life is what you are given
All will not say aye
They will move away
But you will still see light
Help 'em my child
For tomorrow you may die

He did not have wings to fly
But he was merry as sky

-Irosha de Silva

Perfect, not really perfect

Dear blog,
Sometimes you just wonder around waiting for a perfect moment but in truth, just ask yourself whether you've ever had a moment which you can actually call perfect? There is always something wrong or something off the hook in any moment in our life. May be that's jus' something that we have to live with.

Bitter truth : there ain' such a thing called perfection. It's merely a fantasy in our mind which we keep on dreaming about. Nothing perfect in life will come along, as one wise man those days said you jus' gotta "Take the moment and make it perfect".

Peace out.
- Irosha de Silva

Life is beautiful

Dear Blog,
Yah, we humans, one moment fighting each other, the next running after one another, then trying to be perfect which actually does not exist and after everything's done trying to help someone till your guts run out. Good or bad when we look at it, it jus' seems like this weird sick play which we're forced to live.

But there comes this moment in life, when you feel lonely and you try to look around and find out that everything around you might not be perfect but there is some unexplainable beauty in 'em. I mean, jus' go outside to the roads n' try to look around with an open third eye. At first it sure seems like some bunch o' people struggling here and there. But is that the only thing you can see in it?
I donno man, i mean when you look deeper, everyone and each of 'em is trying their best. It's jus' beautiful man. That might quite not be the word, but it is.

How do you explain the sunrise or the set? Yah sure, even I din' notice 'em until some while back but there's something beyond the sunrise or the set that they explain scientifically. There lies some kidda beauty.

Final conclusion, jus' don' try to argue life man. I mean, I think that's not how a wise man would do it. You get the life you're given. Jus' try to see the beauty in it. Use your third eye and I'm pretty sure you'll find something that you din' do before.
Peace out.
-Irosha de Silva

Dear Future Me

Dear Future Me,
Waddup man? Just talking to you, unless you're dead or something. Gotta say, the things going on right now are pretty awesome. Hope you're doing awesome out there as well. Have got some stuff which I ain't quite sure at the moment. Hope you've gotten though 'em fine.
How's future mom, future dad, future sis and all?
Hope you're being the man of the family now. Those people mean a lot man.
Hope you've gotten to some fixed path other than all these everchanging-neverending changed that I'm going through right now.
and how'd it go with that chick you've always been talking bout? you got up to anything with her?
Hope you haven't gotten screwed any of my travel the world and live free and help people and all those plans over there. Yah, you'd better not. But yeh man, I forgive you if you have, hope it's for the best.
Do you still wonder why we all are here? or have you found out why?
Haven't gotten to smoking or drugs or any shit right? Yeh man, they're sick. That dude from Heroin diaries, eventhough he goes to rehab he gets his life on the rope in the end. And that dude from the school, poor bugger, he thinks he's living wise but ain' gotta clue where he's going on with his life.

So anyways gotta go man. Hope you've got a six pack now. Ye that's the stuff. Keep on rocking bro. Will get to you soon.
Later n'
peace out.
Less awesomer than you,
Me.

Blue

Feel so hungry
nothing to eat
Feeling the thirst
nothing to drink
Had a rough day
no one to talk about

Looking at the horizon
What are we doing here?
How did we get here?
May be the answers are in ocean's whispers

Sun is down
Am i in misery?
Looking for chances
Thinking how to fly with the wind

What if I blackout?
What if the tide runs me over?
Atleast i tried......

You think you're doing fine, but you're just plugged into the wall....

Dear blog,
There comes such moments in life which everything seems to be perfect and where you find that you're just "Livin' it".But then again a moment after that you find that it ain' quite what you've been expecting for.
The thing is,that there ain' quite a thing called you doing fine. I mean, it's just passing the moment man. Sometimes, somehow you gotta think that you're doing fine. Life might not quite be what you've been expecting all the way but you just gotta keep thinking that there's always gonna be a tomorrow no matter what.
It's just bout looking into everything in a third eye. Not too overwhelmed nor too down on everything.

What I'm actually try to say is that there's nothing called a perfect moment or a completely blue moment filled with sorrow. It's just another moment man. just another moment....
Peace out
-Irosha de Silva

Words

Do they mean a lot?
Do they hurt you lot?
Where did we go wrong?
We are only humans
Is there anything more?
Why?

And if the world should fall apart hold on to what you know

Dear blog,
This is life. No one asked for it but everyone's got it. It's just weird how sometimes life turns out to be. Sometimes you feel that "You're living it" and the next moment you just spend the 20,000 bucks you saved for an air ticket and steal double that amount from your dad's account and just runaway to nowhere hoping never to come back.
But that's not just how life works. It never tells you what's gonna happen next. Guess that's the mystery of it but sometimes you just feel like had enough of it. These kinda moments come once in a way but when rough times role, they come one after the other. And then you ask yourself back whether this is the life that you wanna be living in. And when the questions don't come right away the life seems to be pretty miserable.
Sometimes when storms come in life and you don't know when the storm's gonna end. Sometimes the only way to hold it on together is by just letting it be, coz sometimes no matter how hard you try, it doesn't get any better. Sometimes the harder you try the worse it gets. Then you feel like the whole world's fallen apart. That's when you just gotta let things be. Guess sometimes it's wise to just let things be.